Was this written for me?
Eliminating negative self-talk by Rick Warren.
"Be careful how you think; your life is shaped by your thoughts." (Proverbs 4:23 GN)
I’m serious. At times, don’t get me wrong, I think I’m a bit decent looking. But overall, I think I’m so unattractive. I’m not fishing for compliments. They’re so many stunning people, I can’t even compare. Whatever they do, whether it’s making silly faces, anything, they’re still pretty while doing it. Fuck. I wish I was more appealing. Honestly.
this is how i feel inside sometimes - a lot of times
In the beginning you looked at me and admired me, so pretty and pure; falling to your feet like a gift from the sky.
Now you walk on me, push me aside and throw me around.
Just like the snow outside your window.